Wednesday, July 22, 2009

I love my life.

I just finished my last midterm for summer session 1. Next is finals -_-

At this moment, I have a healthy and blessed family, amazing and wonderful friends, a nice roof over my head, and delicious food on my table. I am so thankful for everything God has bestowed upon me.

Nobody's life is always peachy. We all have our own garbage to deal with and we all have our days, some worse than others. But during the times when I'm not blinded by my sin/spoiled nature, during the times when I feel rich in all the ways that matter, who else can I give credit to? Not to myself, that's for sure.

Thank you Lord not only for blessing me, which you always do. But thank you for opening my eyes to be able to truly APPRECIATE those blessings.

22 The steadfast love of the Lord never ceases;
his mercies never come to an end;
23 they are new every morning;
great is your faithfulness.

Lamentations 3:22-23

disclaimer: (can it be called a disclaimer if it's after the entry? whatever, it's my blog, ah do wuh ah waunt!)
I'm pretty mentally drained from running on 5 hour energy shots for a couple nights. So I apologize for this entry's possible incoherence. Basically, I am thankful for my life. And praise be to God.

Thursday, July 16, 2009

feelings of discontent

I wrote something here, but I decided that I'd rather keep it to myself. Haha, sorry. So this entry that was originally supposed to be a little longer will not be as long.

I feel overwhelmed with everything. Anything and everything, you name it. Much is expected of me, and I feel so unprepared. Unqualified. Unworthy. But all I need is You. That's it.

Today I had a midterm. It's weird being back in school. Anyways, I felt compelled to write a little about my faith. But I think my professor is kind of anti-religion. Hopefully my grade doesn't suffer :(

I need more time. No, I have enough time. I need more discipline to manage my time. Where I'm at right now does not make me happy. Not one bit. Time to pick up the slack!

Lifehouse - Storm